Towards a New Buddhism

To be self-aware, to be self-conscious, to be mindful
Is to be conscious of the futility of life.
To escape from the resulting torment,
One must be intensely active all the time.

What I Think About Life

Life is absolutely meaningless.
So, you must strive
Not to make it anymore meaningless.
That's what I think!

The Intruder as the Other

Sometimes, I look in the mirror and wonder
if I am myself or that mediocre ass
who lives in my body as an intruder!

To Be or Not (What)

If you're still unsure of what you should yearn to be, I say unto you, heed my wise advice and be blessed: Be the son of your father and the father of your children if you're a male; but if you're a female, I don't know what, at least try to be the daughter of your father, you're the bottomless abyss of freedom that I badly want to shun yet too weak to be able.

(Less Than) Nothing

Time to realize that
I won't be anything,
I'll be just nothing.
Oh my! I am nothing,
Only a little
Less than nothing!

RAVINGS OF THE LUNATIC

THERE WILL BE BLOOD
SO LONG AS
THERE WILL BE LIFE!

THERE WILL BE LIFE
SO LONG AS
THERE WILL BE BLOOD!

THAT IS THE CURSE OF HUMANITY:
IT IS A VICIOUS CIRCLE
WHERE LIFE AND BLOOD ARE INEVITABLE!

DON'T BE AGGRESSIVE, BE PEACEFUL!
IF NOT FOR GOD'S SAKE,
FOR BLOOD'S SAKE, FOR LIFE'S SAKE!

OH, MY DEAR GOD ALMIGHTY,
TEACH THIS ((M)AN)IMALS
WHAT PEACE IS!

LEST, THERE WILL BE BLOOD
THE SEA WILL BE RED
THEY WILL BE DEAD!

(VM)

Providence

Isn't it in accordance with all the natural laws that he who defies the Providence will soon fall out of Its favour? What will then he do in order to keep fighting through his life? Invent a new Providence on his own?

White

Today is the day that underlines my failure.
But I will rise again.
There's still blood flowing in my veins!

Indifference

I don't care.
I don't want to care.
What difference will it make if I care?

The Impossible Speech

My speech is becoming impossible because of the burden of my knowledge.

The Ridge and The Abyss

I am always torn between two options:
The narrow ridge of conformity
And the bottomless abyss of possibilities!

The Night

I fear the night more than the day,
For the night multiplies the intensity of my loneliness.

Night of Loneliness

On a lonely night,

when the whole world around is sleeping, 

what will the Vanishing Meditator do? 

Who will he share his loneliness with? 

With the starless sky? 

Or with the windless garden?

Who will give me company in this endless night?

The Joke!!!

The scientist and engineers believe the universe runs according to their stupid laws!!!

Analysis of Desire

Desire pursues the impossible.

My desire pursues completeness.

Completeness is the impossible lack that my desire seeks in things.

False Self

The greatest difficulty of mine is to assume a self to flaunt in front of others as the authentic owner of my actions and behaviour; to assume a self that hides beneath my face.

Opening Thoughts

To be born was not my choice,
But I was born.
To live is not my decision,
But it is so.
How can I live a happy life
In this fucked up world?