Vanishing Meditator

I am The Vanishing Meditator 

Who vanished

Into the mountain of his thoughts.

Abyss for Suicide

I am the bottomless abyss
Into which I yearn to fall,
To commit suicide,
Thus to annihilate
The unbearable burden
That I am.

(VM)

But, If I occasionally want to lie, I tell my girl:

"Oh my Love! You're the abyss into which I yearn to fall, to commit suicide, thus to annihilate the unbearable burden that I am".

She smiles back and kisses me passionately. Thus, I cheat her and she cheats me back.

And we both know that very well!