Inner Peace

To attain inner peace,
That is to make peace with oneself,
One has to imagine that the entire world
Along with all chaos and inequalities and injustice in it
Does not exist!

What I Think About Life

Life is absolutely meaningless.
So, you must strive
Not to make it anymore meaningless.
That's what I think!

On the Chance Encounter

An unanticipated chance encounter

Of a random night

Has the potential

To become

Eternal

Than

Not
.

Vanishing Meditator

I am The Vanishing Meditator 

Who vanished

Into the mountain of his thoughts.

The Intruder as the Other

Sometimes, I look in the mirror and wonder
if I am myself or that mediocre ass
who lives in my body as an intruder!

Abyss for Suicide

I am the bottomless abyss
Into which I yearn to fall,
To commit suicide,
Thus to annihilate
The unbearable burden
That I am.

(VM)

But, If I occasionally want to lie, I tell my girl:

"Oh my Love! You're the abyss into which I yearn to fall, to commit suicide, thus to annihilate the unbearable burden that I am".

She smiles back and kisses me passionately. Thus, I cheat her and she cheats me back.

And we both know that very well!

To Be or Not (What)

If you're still unsure of what you should yearn to be, I say unto you, heed my wise advice and be blessed: Be the son of your father and the father of your children if you're a male; but if you're a female, I don't know what, at least try to be the daughter of your father, you're the bottomless abyss of freedom that I badly want to shun yet too weak to be able.

(Less Than) Nothing

Time to realize that
I won't be anything,
I'll be just nothing.
Oh my! I am nothing,
Only a little
Less than nothing!

RAVINGS OF THE LUNATIC

THERE WILL BE BLOOD
SO LONG AS
THERE WILL BE LIFE!

THERE WILL BE LIFE
SO LONG AS
THERE WILL BE BLOOD!

THAT IS THE CURSE OF HUMANITY:
IT IS A VICIOUS CIRCLE
WHERE LIFE AND BLOOD ARE INEVITABLE!

DON'T BE AGGRESSIVE, BE PEACEFUL!
IF NOT FOR GOD'S SAKE,
FOR BLOOD'S SAKE, FOR LIFE'S SAKE!

OH, MY DEAR GOD ALMIGHTY,
TEACH THIS ((M)AN)IMALS
WHAT PEACE IS!

LEST, THERE WILL BE BLOOD
THE SEA WILL BE RED
THEY WILL BE DEAD!

(VM)

Enjoy Being the AH You're!

The older you grow,
The bigger the asshole you become. 

And there is no escape from it!

Happiness Correlation

I have come to realize

that

my happiness

is

positively correlated 

with 

nearness of nature, 

abundance of clean air 

and 

absence of All Too Human.

Yet,

beware,

correlation does not imply causation!

Higgs Boson

I see you,
I hear you,
I feel you,
I live within you
Making you "massive".

Oh, Fatties!
To be slim,
Kill me inside you.

Ha ha, joking!
When I cease to exist,
All become a fucking Void!
A cold, meaningless Void.
Beware, you were warned:
Ex nihilo nihil fit!

Providence

Isn't it in accordance with all the natural laws that he who defies the Providence will soon fall out of Its favour? What will then he do in order to keep fighting through his life? Invent a new Providence on his own?

The Irony of "Keep Calm"

The most ironic message I heard is this: "Keep CALM. Our people are being massacred in some-godforsaken-land. Men, women and children are slaughtered, raped brutally or buried alive!"

I wonder if the earth is still worth it! I am planning to immigrate to some other planet not to LOOSE my CALM.

Parallel World

I failed in this world.
In a parallel world, perhaps, I was successful!
Denying all other worlds and their possibilities,
I dream of my life in the world I succeeded.
Is it heaven or sheer horror?

White

Today is the day that underlines my failure.
But I will rise again.
There's still blood flowing in my veins!

The Uncertainty Principle

The more carefully you look
The more elusive I become.

Quantum Mechanics

I could be here.
I could be there.
I could be anywhere.
Until you see me somewhere!

Indifference

I don't care.
I don't want to care.
What difference will it make if I care?

The Impossible Speech

My speech is becoming impossible because of the burden of my knowledge.

The Ridge and The Abyss

I am always torn between two options:
The narrow ridge of conformity
And the bottomless abyss of possibilities!

The Night

I fear the night more than the day,
For the night multiplies the intensity of my loneliness.

The Oedipus Complex

Myself... and my father and mother. We were travelling in a car. My father was behind the wheel, taking us, my mother and myself, with him through strange roads. Yet, believe me or not, we finally reached our home. The very home where I grew up with my parents. My father did not stop the vehicle. He took the car inside the house, into my parents' bedroom. He stopped the car and asked my mother to jump onto the top of the cupboard. There was a gap between the cupboard and the bed, which now stood where the car once was! My mother looked weak and helpless. I saw a drop of tears in her eyes. She looked at me so sadly. Then I saw her expression changing, from helplessness to determination. She decided to face the inescapable. Perhaps, she took a leap of faith. She looked at me one last time and jumped, from the cot to the top of the cupboard. Alas! As weak and tired as my mother was! She could not make it. I saw her fragile body falling into the gap between the cot and the cupboard. I could not but jump after her, despite my father trying to stop me, into the abyss, just to be with my mother, just to reach the warm body of my mother. As I was falling, I saw my mother's naked body, bathed in blood. Unable to bear that horrific sight, I burst into tears, like a small kid I once was, despite my father's voice following me from behind, asking me to behave like a man. Moments later, I unified with my mother's body. I cried loudly as I started kissing all over her. My mother was trying to console me and I was trying to console her. And we lay there, helpless, bleeding, crying, trying to comfort each other....

Night of Loneliness

On a lonely night,

when the whole world around is sleeping, 

what will the Vanishing Meditator do? 

Who will he share his loneliness with? 

With the starless sky? 

Or with the windless garden?

Who will give me company in this endless night?

The Joke!!!

The scientist and engineers believe the universe runs according to their stupid laws!!!

Analysis of Desire

Desire pursues the impossible.

My desire pursues completeness.

Completeness is the impossible lack that my desire seeks in things.

False Self

The greatest difficulty of mine is to assume a self to flaunt in front of others as the authentic owner of my actions and behaviour; to assume a self that hides beneath my face.

Opening Thoughts

To be born was not my choice,
But I was born.
To live is not my decision,
But it is so.
How can I live a happy life
In this fucked up world?